Finally I have details
Tuesday, February 12th, 2008Well I stopped writing here for a couple of reasons… the poorest one is that the site is blocked by my work network and I can’t be bothered to disconnect the VPN for long enough to write and post an entry. The slightly better reason is that I’ve had a lot on my mind and wanted to post more about my work situation, of which I still had no real details of until yesterday. So my silence is now broken and hopefully I’ll be updating more frequently again.
I’ve had many nights where I haven’t slept much, with my mind full of impossible decisions that I knew one day would need to be made. I’ve discussed it with pretty much anybody that will listen, and have probably made what is initially a shocking and exciting opportunity now sound to my close friends as a boring internal debate. The fact is that it’s still real, and a life changing decision will still need to be made.
Yesterday I finally found out the salary and relocation package, although I don’t have this in writing and still need certain other details before I would be expected to make a choice. Now I have these two important details I can now begin to discuss this more seriously with friends and family (and bore them again).
Clearly the figures they’ve given me aren’t making it an easy decision (too little and I’d stay without hesitation, much more and I’d be stupid not to go) but there are so many other factors - as I’ve discussed in a recent entry.
Today I intend to write a list of pro-Florida things and pro-England things. This is something Andi suggested, and although I initially didn’t like the idea because just writing one word doesn’t show the significance it has on my life, but the more I think about it the more I should probably get these thoughts written down. I might surprise myself and end up making it an easy decision!
I also have several questions to ask my employer: Can I get a short business trip out there before I make a decision to see the area and meet the people? Will they provide a visa for Pam - if she wants one? If things don’t work out, will they help me to get a job within the company back in England? All things that I believe are reasonable requests…
Anyway, I intend to update this blog with details in hope that it might help somebody else in this situation. It’ll certainly make for interesting reading for me in five years time, whichever decision I make!